Thursday, May 31, 2007

Writing about Music is like Dancing about Architecture


And so it was a good relaxing weekend of interesting film, music, food and hanging out with life's best friends. We had a DVD Double Bill screening of "The Immortal Beloved" and "Sketches of Frank Gehry" on Saturday. The movie screening times were a bit off from what was originally scheduled, as the darling motley crew (plus a dog or two) trotted in and out of the Treehouse at various times. But it all proceeded and ended rather well, with not too much leftover food at home, or even at Macpherson hawker centre where we ordered more than $20 worth of Ngoh Hiang for supper (so much so that the Uncle there had to make sure he counted the right number of plates for us. heh).

That night, after consolidating the bags of leftover chips in the house, I sat at the laptop and did the usual wikipedia-ing of the various questions that flashed through my mind while watching the movies that evening, for e.g.:

Did anyone finally find out who Beethoven's "Immortal Beloved" was? Did no one get his inheritance? How much did he leave anyway (I thought most composers died poor)? Why did Beethoven insist on conducting his works even though he was stone deaf?

As for the Gehry documentary, one might have wondered:

What was Frank Gehry's real (Jewish) name? What sort of anti-semitism did he really face in America in the 50s? And who was the "Maggie" for whom he designed this astonishingly simple but beautiful Maggie's Place (cancer healing centre) in Dundee, Scotland?



There's much information and theory out there, and most of it pretty intriguing stuff. I was also rather pleased to find the full transcripts of the movies online.

But that night, I randomly came across a startlingly relevant quote by Duke Ellington that summed up my personal response to both movies almost perfectly:

"Writing about Music is like dancing about Architecture."

I think it's true. There are some artforms where it is hard to write or even talk about them to someone else concerning their impact on yourself and to do full justice to their greatness. Music (especially classical?) and Architecture seem to me to be two of them. You can read great literature on paper (of course), and look at great paintings online (sort of). But to appreciate great concert music, you must go listen to it in a concert, and to appreciate architecture, you must go stand in front of the building. That, I think, is part of the reason why one was also likely to be a little disappointed watching a movie about a composer or an architect. A 2-hour long drama, one soundtrack (a good one though it was) and a 32-inch TV in a living room could only do so much.

Last week, in my brain-fried state, I
blogged about how the film Sketches made me less inclined towards the architecture of Gehry than before I watched it. I think I know now why I felt that way - I was looking for an exposition of the creative processes that Gehry went through in his design, which the film did not (and probably did not set out to) achieve. I was curious to see how he developed his architectural ideas from his famous sketches, and how he would incorporate principles of form, composition and utility into his plans. In other words, I wanted to learn about the nuts and bolts (i.e. "science") of how you turn an artistic idea into artistic reality. But that was what the movie did not do for me.

Instead, the movie largely followed a more common approach taken by directors of these types of films, - i.e. even though it alluded to some of those artistic processes, the film seemed more interested in preserving the romantic, mysterious idea that it was, at the end of the day, all about "talent" in a few gifted individuals like Gehry. In the words of Milton, Gehry's psychotherapist who was interviewed in the movie: "...other architects have come to me, but I tell them that I can't make them into Gehrys because they do not have his talent. You can open the floodgates, but then if there is no flood behind ..." I kept wondering if Gehry really agreed with that portrayal, and if he was not embarassed when the script required him to say in the movie that he built the Disney Concert Hall after looking into his wastepaper basket at the intriguing shapes of trash in there.

Now, for anyone who has attempted to pursue any of the artforms (whether as a professional or even as a casual hobbyist), he or she would know that much of that pursuit involves the plain ordinary hard work of figuring out how sounds, colour, light and chemicals interac
t in this material world. For instance, one does not "become" a great painter. Van Gogh had to take a class in perspective drawing (before that he thought drawing was pure luck or witchcraft). Gershwin had to put himself through a orchestral composition class even after he wrote his cool Rhapsody in Blue. And me, the once-a-week art student, still has has a long way to go in figuring out the chemical formulae on my paint-tubes in order to discover the 2,500 colours that I should be able to obtain from the standard palette of 9 pigments, all of different translucencies, grain and tone.

I came across
a local photographer introduced to me recently, and I appreciate how he honestly and unashamedly admits that, whether while taking photographs for clients for a living or in pursuing his own art, he says - "I work my ass off".

Anyway, back to the two movies. Suffice it to say that I still have absolutely no idea how a music composer or an architect work their craft. But what I did appreciate very much about both films, and was deeply moved by, were the glimpses into the inner worlds of the protagonists. I went away feeling the poignancy of two men, two artists, each of whom was caught in that struggle of wanting to be "the nice guy" (or to be loved), seeking perfection of themselves, and wanting to change this world by pushing its limits with Art.

(Now playing: Second movement of the "Emperor" Concerto, by Ludvig van Beethoven.)

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

One Picture Puzzle Piece

The boss (in Hong Kong) I have worked with all this time has decided to leave the bank and do his own thing. He will be going really soon. He has had a major impact on my professional life, and a key role in putting me where I am now. I am very grateful to him, and will miss him.

There is a farewell journal being sent around the department for us to write our goodbyes to him. Here's mine.

One picture puzzle piece
Lyin' on the sidewalk,
One picture puzzle piece
Soakin' in the rain.
It might be a button of blue
On the coat of the woman
Who lived in a shoe.
It might be a magical bean,
Or a fold in the red
Velvet robe of a queen.
It might be the one little bite
Of the apple her stepmother
Gave to Snow White.
It might be the veil of a bride
Or a bottle with some evil genie inside.
It might be a small tuft of hair
On the big bouncy belly
Of Bobo the Bear.
It might be a bit of the cloak
Of the Witch of the West
As she melted to smoke.
It might be a shadowy trace
Of a tear that runs down an angel's face.

Nothing has more possibilities
Than one old wet picture puzzle piece.


- Children's poem, "Picture Puzzle Piece", by Shel Silverstein, from "A Light in the Attic" (1981)

Thanks CS for everything, and all the best for life's possibilities.

Monday, May 28, 2007

Singapore Arts Festival, and More

It's going to be an exciting month ahead! There are simply not enough evenings to watch all the performances one desires. But here's the pick for the year.

June 5 (Tues, 8 pm, VT) Romeo & Juliet (Lithuania)
June 8 (Fri, 8 pm, ET) Sacred Monsters (France/UK)
June 16 (Sat, 8 pm, ET) Sinfonia Eroica (Belgium)
June 17 (Sun, 8 pm, ERS) The Specialists, Pluck (UK)
June 21 (Thurs, 8 pm, DCT) Dollhouse (USA)
June 22 (Fri,8 pm JH) Gypsy Haidouks Chorus (Romania)
June 23 (Sat, 8 pm ET) Beijing Ren (China)
June 28 (Fri, 8 pm VCH) Piano Festival: Lizstmania

This entry has been bookmarked to serve as a reminder for oneself of the dates, times and venues of the performances. Otherwise one might forget and miss one or more of them. Yes, I have done that before.
















Sunday, May 27, 2007

Preview: "Beethoven in Denver and Other Poems"

After watching The Immortal Beloved with the DVD gang, I was googling Beets generally. I was quite intrigued by this book after coming across its review this morning. It is a collection of 48 poems by contemporary U.S. writer Burton Raffel - the premise of the collection is that Beethoven rose from his grave and returned to this planet to visit modern day Denver, Colarado over a period of 150 days. The poems take the form of light-hearted, humorous conversations between the poet and the Romantic composer, and exposes the Maestro's views of modern music (including the Beatles!), city living, money, politics, chocolate, women, love and God.

Hope to find it at Kinokuniya, otherwise I shall have to Amazon it over. I wonder how the poems read. I only found one sample online:

(Poem 28:"Concert". Poet takes Beethoven to hear Jean Pierre Rampal at Denver's new performance hall. Driving home in the car, Beethoven is outraged that the program did not include any of his works:)
 His fist hit out at the padded inside of the [car] door; it
was so loud, so vicious, so sudden
and unexpected
That I nearly drove us off the road.
heh. Sounds promising. In the meantime, here's one I composed just for fun:

The Maestro and I sit
On the sidewalk
of Ellington Street.

At the Bagel Cafe
Skinny latte in one hand
PDA in the other

"Too watery!" the Maestro bellowed,

"But the free Wi-Fi is good!
Why would I need to speak
Or listen to anyone
When I can send
And receive

Instant messages
Online, anytime?"


More on the Maestro, later.


Friday, May 25, 2007

Tornado in Singapore

At 3 pm today, a DG mate sent around a series of photos including this one taken from her office at Republic Plaza 15 minutes before.

It sure looked like what we thought it was. But when I emailed it to The Mythbuster, he quickly established that it was actually a waterspout. Apparently waterspouts appear from time to time in the tropics, and in fact there was one last year near Sentosa. I went to read about it in good old Wikipedia. It was pretty fascinating stuff.

So our weather is not as boring as it appears to be. I am told there was in fact a real tornado in Singapore in the 1950s. There was a hurricane some years ago, and once it rained catfish.

One funny thing that came out of it was this. I emailed the picture to my department, and my colleagues' first question (cynical lawyers we all are) was: "Are the photos doctored?" I said quickly and unthinkingly, "I don't think so, they were sent over by my church friend". And they said, "ok, then must be real".

Good to know that Christians still have quite a good reputation around here. Hoho...

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Movie: Sketches of Frank Gehry


Ok, so it all begins with a sketch. And then?

Had a preview of the movie last Saturday. Heh. I know it was supposed to be screened as part of the DVD Double Bill weekend this Saturday with the gang, but I couldn't resist watching it first ( I figured I could always watch it again with the rest or just wash dishes during the re-screening lah).

What did I think of it? I am still trying to sort out my thoughts and I would like to hear what the rest think of it after they watch it this weekend. But I think I can say for myself now, that the
film has made me less inclined towards the art of Frank Gehry now than I was before I watched it. Let me think through why I feel that. Now, I need to sleep. It's been a crazy week. So glad for not having to stay up with London tonight.

More, later.


Monday, May 21, 2007

Call me Knut


Baby polar bear Knut of Berlin Zoo, who captured the hearts of millions worldwide with his sad tale of rejection by his mother.

My first ever client in practice was a Norwegian gentleman by the same name. I never knew how to pronounce his first name, so was calling him "Mr Ekerbakkensen" for two years.

Friday, May 18, 2007

Consider the Lavender


"你想[薰衣草],怎麽长起来。不劳苦,也不纺线。然而我告诉你们,就是所罗门极荣华的时候,他所穿戴的,还不如这花一朵呢" - Luke 12:27

On Sunday, when my younger brother and I took Pa and Ma out for Mother's Day at Pagi Sore in Taman Jurong (they were reluctant as always to go anywhere too far from their place), it struck me how life has changed so much just in one decade.

Ten years ago at this time, when bro and I were still in university, life was quite different then. It was not an easy time, with Pa being diagnosed with diabetes and being essentially forced into early retirement. We have never been rich, indeed, much of childhood witnessed my parents trying hard to make ends meet. We got through school with scholarships and bursaries, and with his illness ten years ago, it meant growing up even more quickly. First, giving up a place abroad to study, then working part time during university vacation while friends went on European holidays, and giving tuition in the afternoons instead of taking driving lessons. I would be dishonest if I said I didn't feel short-changed and sometimes even resentful when comparing myself to other more privileged classmates (of which there were seemed to be plenty in law school).

Well today, my family and I sit in a nice restaurant, with bro and I each having our own car parked outside, discussing Japan vacation plans for all of us. Bro has started working for a few years, and seems to be doing well in his architect firm, travelling in the region and managing projects. I have gone to and come back from Hong Kong, worked in the world's largest law firm and am now counsel in an investment bank, that unreal universe where people speak in billions.

But I look at us again, and I think - though circumstances have changed, what they used to be have also shaped us in an indelible way. Pa and Ma, of course, still have not changed their simple ways, ordering the food on the menu with usual circumspection - Ma commented that the signature Otak Fish was really too expensive at $16 - she could whip up the same dish for $5 at home (and I completely believe her, she being the smartest housewife and best cook I know). Bro is still the quiet, down-to-earth person, and the more stoic and sensible of the two of us.

And so, how has the past, as well as the changes in the present, shaped myself? Has it made me fear going back to the insecurity of the past, and will I cling on the present and what I possess? Am I able to live a simple life by the world's standards and find richness only in my relationship with God? It is possible to proclaim this too easily. Only the ongoing circumstances of life will reveal what's going on in the heart.

The only thing I would say here is that I have been made aware of, again and again, in the past 10 years, how God's hand clearly and definitely brought about all these changes, very often in incredibly miraculous ways. Each time that I had been blessed with a material thing, whether it be a job, an opportunity, or even for things as trivial as the location of the first property purchase and the model of the car, - I always felt as if God was telling me (and I am writing as a conservative, non-Pentecostal Christian here hor),

"Remember the time where you asked why you didn't have this thing or that thing? I am showing you now that it is completely within My power to give anyone anything I will. And you should see that you have never lacked anything from Me in your life, and everything that was given or not given to you, was because of a definite purpose, and My timing is always perfect."

So, the only question left I could ask must be this: " Am I then far more interested in what God is doing to my character, then to my circumstances, which He has already proven beyond doubt are completely within His power to change? Do I want more the security of the present, or the knowledge of being more like Christ?"

Please do let that same power change what is within.

(Photo: Hokkaido lavender fields, if God wills, to look forward to later this summer. Verse from the 新譯本 for mom.)

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Wish You Were Back in College?

So at 7 pm, I told the external lawyer and deal team while we were on the phone that I must end the conference call now as I have to go support a school choir. One of the new bankers said, "ok, please feel free to go, your kid would be disappointed if you didn't turn up." I didn't get a chance to disabuse him of that and left for the concert hall in a hurry. har har.

It must have been years since I went to a school event, don't think I remember being surrounded by so young people for a long time! They were, as expected, raucous and loud, but their happy energism and antics helped to relieve some of the tension built up from working on the rather intense deals recently.

It was strange seeing a few familiar faces in the audience - an ex-principal here, an old teacher there. Talking to EC's colleagues also made me realize that our working worlds are quite different indeed. I found myself slightly envying the relaxed and unpretentious atmosphere all around.

It was quite an enjoyable performance, with a wide repertoire of sacred, folk and classical music being represented. Being a school choir, it was of course not as polished as professional or international acts, but I think it is really great that the students get this exposure with a public audience. I enjoyed the Javanese pieces, as well the acapella rendition of Tchaikovsky's 1812 Overture best.

Being surrounded by so many junior college kids brought this song from the Broadway musical Avenue Q to mind, and round and round in my head.

I wish I could go back to college.

Life was so simple back then.
What would I give to go back
and live in a dorm with a meal plan again!


I wish I could go back to college.
In college you know who you are.
You sit in the quad, and think, "Oh my God!
I am totally gonna go far!"

How do I go back to college?
I don't know who I am anymore!
.....

I wish I could go back to college!
How do I go back to college?!
I wish I had taken more pictures.

But if I were to go back to college,
Think what a loser I'd be-
I'd walk through the quad,
And think "Oh my God..."

"...These kids are so much younger than me!"

(But you know, really, I don't think I want to go back to college now, growing up had its fair share of pains, and it's quite a relief sometimes to have shaken off all that teenage insecurity and angst.)

(However, I do need to find an excuse to go to New York City again to watch the musical. hmm)

(Photo: My psychedelic sneakers, which I don't think I would have been allowed to wear in junior college)

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Painting: "Wall Textures"

This is a mixed media watercolour painting by contemporary Australian artist John Lovett, whose specialty is bringing out textures in buildings. When I was in Hanoi, I kept thinking how much he would enjoy and be able to capture the interesting historical buildings landscape there.

Just bought another bunch of his DVD demonstrations online. I think I will drop an email to him to suggest the Vietnam idea. Afterall, he organizes painting tours in Australia and Europe, so why not Vietnam? It's a shorter flight from downunder, and I am sure it will be well-received by art students.

The other thing that I kept wondering about in Hanoi was why there were no watercolour works there, only lots of oils. To me, Vietnam is a genteel, subtle and ephemereal country, inextricably tied up to lakes, rivers, and the sea. I can think of no better medium than watercolurs to capture that spirit. Hopefully more watercolorists (both local and international) will start painting there.

"For me, the unpredictability and uncontrollable nature of watercolor make it the most exciting and expressive medium of all. The opportunity to meander somewhere between mastery and complete lack of control during the course of a painting make it one of the most engaging mediums." - Lovett

Monday, May 07, 2007

Art in a Chair

(a poem written after the earlier post titled Art versus Life which discussed the use of chairs in the modernist artwork of George Brecht)

To create some art everyday
One could make a daily resolution to:
Draw a one-minute sketch a day
Jazz up an old tune on the guitar
Write a poem (like now)

Or
I could sit in a chair
and do any of the following:
Eat a bowl of ramen in Tokyo
Write a Vietnam law reform report
Call mom about her back pain
Tell someone a happy story
Listen to the friend beside me
Recount a sad thing
Pray
Or, fall in love with you
In front of me

And live Life, as Art
All in a chair.


(Picture: "Chair with a History", George Brecht, Cologne, 1966)

Saturday, May 05, 2007

The Art of Copying

"The Singing Butler" by Jack Vettriano, is probably the most famous and infamous modern painting we know.

Here are some rather remarkable facts about it:

(1) The original canvas painting was sold for £ 774,000(!) in 2004, even though when Vettriano first submitted it to the Royal Academy of Art in 1992, it was rejected.

(2) The Singing Butler is the most widely reproduced painting in history, beating even Van Gogh's Sunflowers, and Monet's Sunrise. Vettriano receives £ 500,000 (!!) a year in royalties from the reproductions, which can be found in prints, bags, mugs and pillowcases etc.

(3) Vettriano's works have been sold to celebrities like Jack Nicholson, composer Sir Tim Rice and film maker Coltrane. Even the Queen of England buys his stuff.

(4) Vettriano is a self-taught artist who used to work in a coal mine in Fife Scotland, and only picked up painting in his twenties when his girlfriend gave him a box of watercolours as a gift.

(5)In Oct 2005, it was 'discovered' that figures in some of Vettriano's paintings, including The Singing Butler, were based on figures from an artists' reference manual, The Illustrator's Figure Reference Manual.

Reading about Vettriano and his works always brings up many questions relating to "What is good Art?". The debate surrounding this artist still rages while he collects his millions. During my recent Vietnam trip, I was thinking a bit about that question again in a somewhat similar context. If you have visited the Old Quarters district of Hanoi City, you would have noticed many "art" shops (not the galleries) selling reproductions of local and international paintings. There is often a row of artists, each perched on a short stool in the shop, copying famous paintings in oil from little postcards or art reference books. Dali, Botero, Renoir, you name it, they copy it. Now, they are of course doing that for a living, and are not really claiming to be artists in any way. We do know however that many of the popular artists in Vietnam started out their art career this way. Some of them have done very well indeed, attracting an international clientele (including the likes of Bill Clinton) who are taken by the colourful, fusion style that now characterizes much of Vietnamese artwork. Critics of the local art however, find it overly-stylized, commercially driven and lacking in creativity. Some have even said that they are essentially copyists of the original successful Vietnamese artists like Duc and Bui .

It was quite amusing to see "The Singing Butler" being copied in the artshops in Hanoi. A copy of a copy! hahaha... Supporters of Vettriano would say, "Get a life, stop being an art snob!". They will point to the fact that Vettriano is able to arrange and compose his pictures in such a way (even though he may not have originally come up with the figurine drawings) that evokes mystery, romance and strong emotional response from his viewers - that ability justifies him to be recognized as a great artist. Detractors on the other hand would reject it as plagiarism, artistic dishonesty and call him not an artist, but a mere "colour-filler".

I know which "camp" I belong to, but I think checking one's response to a piece like "The Singing Butler" is useful to discover one's own attitude towards art - what is it that we admire and respond to, and the way we ourselves will go about creating art.

Friday, May 04, 2007

Painting: "After the Church Service"

This is a painting by one of my favourite artists, Mark Stewart. It is called "After the church service in South Carolina". I love so many things about it. The way the louvred church building wall catches the sunlight, and how the long thin shadows suggest a tall-wooded neighbourhood. It also makes you wonder about the connection between the man and the church. Did he just come out of the church service? From his dressing and appearance, he looks like he is of a different ethnicity, or even a different faith. Certainly his posture suggests that he does not have (or want to have) too much to do with the church that he is walking by.

Did I mention that I love the light in the painting? This is why watercolours are so wonderful. It creates light in a way that no other medium does.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Movie: 《颐和园》 Summer Palace

有人问导演娄烨为何强调是爱情电影但还要放入如此多政治背景,娄烨解释说:“因为1989年时,我正在大学谈恋爱,后来我也曾在柏林谈恋爱!”有媒体问他当时 是否也参加天安门事件,娄烨就表示:“我说了,我在谈恋爱!”

六四天安门事件、柏林围墙倒塌、苏联瓦解, 香港回归 - 这些发生在我们年代的事.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Pedals and Pipes

Went for Carol William's concert last weekend. It was the first time that I was hearing a dedicated pipe organ performance at the Esplanade. Enjoyed it immensely. She played a number of pieces which spanned over four centuries, including the ubiquitous Toccata & Fugue and other famous organs works by Tournemire and Kleive. Got a very nice introduction to a contemporary organ composer Karl Jenkins which I shall be watching out for. She even played Beatles' "Hey Jude" on the magnificent organ, which was a whole lot of fun for the audience.

(NB. Image posted here is one of
Sven Geirs fractal artworks, a source of endless entertainment.)